Mariana Goldfarb recalls anorexia 'I don't love myself 100% of the time'

Mariana Goldfarb shared on her social media emotional records of when she had anorexia, and also talked about her relationship with her body. nowadays and how harmful it can be when third parties talk about other people's bodies. The 31-year-old model shared a photo on Instagram when she was suffering from anorexia, along with the caption “No. This is not beautiful. This is not healthy. This is not to be applauded or revered. I was sick.”

Soon after the publication, Mariana said that she received several messages about it, people talking about the importance of posting about the disease and others who were oblivious to the subject, in a series of stories the model decided to speak out saying that the fight against anorexia began a few years ago. “About five years ago, I had anorexia that lasted about six months. Many people ask me if I have managed to get rid of it yet, if I have learned to love myself completely, and the answer is no. I still haven't learned. I don't love myself 100% of the time, but I am in a very important and essential process of living.”

Soon after, he highlights that he felt very sad about other people's opinions about his appearance, but then reinforces how he used that to his advantage to be able to give his best and learn to love himself little by little. “And I still care. It still consumes me sometimes, it makes me anxious, it makes me sad. But it was also a tool for me to discover myself better. Today I don’t want to be better than anyone else, I want to be better than I was yesterday and I want to keep moving forward.”. This doesn't mean that we can't feel anger, that we have to be mute all the time. Expressing this anger in a healthy way, in personal projects, in physical activity, transforming, is the big change.”

_{Photo posted on stories by Mariana Goldfarb (Photo: Reproduction/Instagram)}

Continuing, the wife of actor Cauã Reymond spoke about the process of acceptance, the daily demands that the media and social networks impose on everyone. “No, I haven't arrived yet, I'm still in the process, I don't know if I'll ever get there. I hope so in this life. But I want to be better than I was yesterday, that's all. And take one step at a time. The demands are very painful and they come abruptly, not only for me, but for everyone. And the way we deal with it is what will determine how we deal with all these demands.

And he ends by saying that with all these questions, he tries to take them and transform them into something good, to study and understand that each person is different. “I try to take all of this and transform it and give myself fuel to study each time. Understand that everyone has their own time to understand and that I came to this world with more than just existing or surviving, I came here with another purpose and that no one will divert me from this path.” Mariana studied nutrition to try to help people who are also going through this same difficult process.

Featured Photo: Mariana Goldfarb. Reproduction/Instagram